2011

Another that year I never really anticipated. What does that mean? Well, lets just when I was 13 or 14 years old I never really conceptualized life beyond say 2002 or 2003 at the latest. And yet here I am, a man with popping knees and grinding vertebrae, older than my parents were when they conceived me, and yet perhaps I am more wide eyed and directionless than they were at my age. Anyway, I can't help but feel like 2010 marked some sort of transition for me, as though reality has set in and the full weight of adulthood has finally descended upon me. I think this will be a year of many changes. And if I play my cards right, and stick with the game when my hand seems like it might not last the round, perhaps, just maybe, I can come out on the other better than the man I am today.